Intro.

This is my space where I am going to think and reflect .. and why do I need this space?? it's the trend .. people don't want to talk anymore, nor do they want to listen .. (not all of them though) .. I don't want to start being negative, cause I am negative ... I'll leave that to come later ..

I think and think .. but thoughts remain thoughts, more like dreams, they fade away ... unless recorded ... and that's what I want to try .. unpack my head here ...

Yes .. the text has to be big and bold .. cause I want to read it easily .. I want to see it there, naked and obscene, with all what I hate in it ... and after all, this is what people are scared of, and this is what I don't want to be scared of anymore ... seeing my ugliness, understanding it, and dealing with it.

Since I usually like doing things perfectly in my life, I'm not going to do this here .. or at least I will try my best not to..... I don't want to read what I wrote again .. I don't want to revise that ... things that are revised are faked and BSd ..unreal ... I don't want that here ..