this morning ...

More Rumbles:

My cousin in getting married ... to a younger guy ... this is good news ... she told me he almost finishing studying medicine ...
Later I knew that they are getting married cause they found out that she is pregnant ..

I was thinking to myself, "will he stay with her if she didn't have the baby? if she didn't get married?"

There was a conference about Iranian young women writers ... They were talking about unique kind of writing, by unique women ... those women, like my cousin, got pregnant without getting married ... and ... just as in my society, this thing should NEVER happen ... never ACCEPTABLE ...

They talked about a book of one of the writers ...they quoted bits of her book ... It was something like: "I had to walk up the mountain, in the desert, in the hot sun" ... she couldn't write about her problems straightly ... she had to make sure that no one knows that she got pregnant without getting married ... but still, she had to write about it ... I would expect that she would burst if she didn't ... what a significant literature ... the ability of talking about something without ever coming close to it ... amazing ..

At one point, talker in the conference, from behind his table, asked the question that was buzzing in my head: "is she going to get married if people knew that she got pregnant in this way" ... as I was leading my way out of the hall, cause I had to go to the toilet, I told them: "No, she will not get married ... the guy who is marrying her wouldn't marry her if she did not get pregnant" ..

I heard some of the comments while I was in the toilet .. then ... I woke up ...
The dream had to stop, cause I had to go realistically to toilet ... :(

to clarify,,, for health and safety issues,,, for the sake of my cousins' reputation sake ... none of the mentioned here is true .. all jsut a dream








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